To no one in particular,
I have done a lot of work today. But have not really accomplished anything. I was on hold all day. I typed the same numbers on my phone over and over and over again. I took instructions from robot voices. I broke down. I cried. I smoked cigarettes. I accepted the fact that I will work my whole life for money that isn't really mine. I decided to quit one of my jobs. The one I probably shouldn't quit, but feel I should because it kills a little bit of my soul every time I work a shift.
I am at a local cafe. It smells like baking bread in here. I like the smell. I wish I could bottle the scent and take it with me to work. And open the bottle and take a whiff of warm bread baking smell every time I had a meltdown....which if you know me, then you know that meltdowns are frequent occurrences in the life of me!
So tomorrow I am going to quit my job! I will always have to worry about money but I chose not to worry about my sanity anymore! I am taking control of my life, damn it!
(Mini-internal meltdown!!! Must maintain composure while in public. I am sane enough to know that.)
To Do List:
1) Quit job that makes me crazy
2) Application and transcripts, etc. for college by June 1st
3) Find another job. One that pays well enough for me to save some money this summer.
4) Take pictures everyday! I will carry my camera everywhere with me!
5) Finish editing photos for friend's weddings and such....
What kind of cafe closes at 6pm!?!?!
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